Feeling of something bigger-Donnie Lenson
Feb 17, 2011 5:19:14 GMT -9
Post by tundra on Feb 17, 2011 5:19:14 GMT -9
I can't explain this but I feel it. Something big is going to happen, perhaps a better life then what I live now. That doesn't mean I that hate my life, in fact I am satisfied in just being a cop for the rest of my life. It's exhilarating and rush, adrenaline going through you when you chase down the guilty criminals of every day society. It's what I do for a reason. Yet those feelings keep creeping into my brain and I can feel it in every fiber of my being. What it is I don't know. Spoke to the guys at the station about it and they say you get that feeling because something will happen yet you never know when.
The days go by that I keep watching, waiting for the big change. But every time I think it comes up it is only minor, something not life changing and so I continue watching. The others have noticed how antsy I have been getting and when we go out on patrol I feel some relief when the suspect takes off and we give chase. But after the feeling comes back.
"Your getting to stressed over it Donnie, maybe you need some off time." That's what My partner said the other day.
But of course when I protest about it my partner insists so I took his advice and decided maybe a vacation will do me some good. Perhaps I am stressing over something that will not likely happen for years so I try to push it to the back of my mind. Oddly enough it has become a nagging feeling and I feel restless and annoyed at it. Why must it be so difficult to get rid of this?
My only guess for this nagging is it might be happening soon and I just am not looking hard enough. Whatever the reason I know when this big thing comes my life is sure to change.
Name:Donnie Lenson
Date: August 30, 2023
Time:1:23
Place:Home in Miami
The days go by that I keep watching, waiting for the big change. But every time I think it comes up it is only minor, something not life changing and so I continue watching. The others have noticed how antsy I have been getting and when we go out on patrol I feel some relief when the suspect takes off and we give chase. But after the feeling comes back.
"Your getting to stressed over it Donnie, maybe you need some off time." That's what My partner said the other day.
But of course when I protest about it my partner insists so I took his advice and decided maybe a vacation will do me some good. Perhaps I am stressing over something that will not likely happen for years so I try to push it to the back of my mind. Oddly enough it has become a nagging feeling and I feel restless and annoyed at it. Why must it be so difficult to get rid of this?
My only guess for this nagging is it might be happening soon and I just am not looking hard enough. Whatever the reason I know when this big thing comes my life is sure to change.
Name:Donnie Lenson
Date: August 30, 2023
Time:1:23
Place:Home in Miami
